the hospital makes me terribile. when i come to shanghai , i come to hospital three times , oh my god , it is so frequently ,because i come here just one month. my skin is sensitive ,the circumstance is humid , so my skin is difficult to adapt for the condition, then hospital will be the place where i come to frequently .
i am angry with the circumstance , i am angry with my skin , i am angry with the insects , i am angry with the myself.
when these insects that disgusted will be killed all . money i spent a lot , but the effect is not clearly
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Blog：We won’t fear tomorrow!
Yesterday evening, I successfully registered TOEFL on December this year on net. I was a lucky one, because one hour later there was no seat for anyone to sit.
In fact, there was a conflict between Gary and me at that emergent moment. You know, it was the first time for me to get the TOEFL registration, which was too complicated to handle it effortlessly. During the process of registration, the system asked me to fill four ETS codes of the universities I planned to apply. At the first sight, it confused me a lot because I really didn’t know which university I would choose. I gave him a call and asked for help, because he had once registered this kind of test before. However, twenty minutes passed, and he didn’t come.
Blog： graduate
my supervisor advised me to graduate in advance this August. That means I will graduate next year. Suddenly, I became busy and even didn’t know how to design my future. However, I am sure that it will be an opportunity for me to graduate in advance. I am still busy in my experiments now, and I hope I can finish it as soon as possible.
I attended the TOEFL exam on Dec’8th this month. In fact, I even didn’t want to take it at last because I am distracted both by experiments and job hunting at that time. Therefore, I didn’t think I can get a satisfied score. However, I felt I am right to attend this exam finally when I finish it in less than five hours. It told me that perseverance was always true for any situation. Bless for myself on this exam.
blog: everything will be fine
Things seem to be always on the opposite of what you wish it would be. I was stroke by the incoming swirl of life mixed with confusions and perplexities again.
Life is bothered with unprecedented waves ever since I was a teenage girl vaguely knowing what dream and life means.
Perhaps, everything is not that bad as I thought. When the case is shown to my mom, she laughed it off with a smile simply saying that I was too childish a girl to take it so seriously.
Life sometimes is really confusing. You would be weirdly kicked into deep water where everything was in such a mess and where you make every effort to get out but nothing works.
While I was really in a bad mood, mom said: Hey, why not just wait for a while?
Wait. A kind of weird word facing towards difficulties. Because overtimes we are told to be brave enough to face it and challenge it and always ready to find out a solution to the incoming problems lying ahead.
How can people wait?
However, life is just like that. When you are waiting, you are resting, you are re-thinking and you are updating everything to a new self.
Mom said, while waiting, everything will be fine.
Whenever there is challenge that you think you are not brave enough to get over, murmur to yourself that everything will be fine.
so I took her advice and wait. I am not sure whether it will really work. but we’ll see. I take one of mom’s words as valuable.
blog: Three Gorge Dam
Today I read a news on internet, which is related to Three Gorge Dam. Three Gorge is famous travel destination to tourist acround the world. But the nowaday Three Gorge is big different from previous one because of Three Gorge Dam existing. Three Gorge Dam project can be ranked No.1 Dam project in the world, it cost a lot of money of Chinese. It is one of huge human activities, most of time, those human activities will bring the unexpected fatal harm to ecosystem on the earth, and the Three Gorge Dam is no exception.
As I remembered, there were many wonderful spectacles on the both sides of Changjiang river in Three Gorge area, such as ago-old village and town on the riverside. But everything disappeared when completing Three Gorge Dam project, because the water level is high up more than 100 meters. About the dispute of this project lasted for many years, but decision-makers had no far-sight, they refused reasonable advices and forced to start this large project. The ecosystem of Changjiang river have been damaged. Now, the environment of Three Gorge area is becoming worse and worse, the situation look like out of control.
Chongqing should belong to Three Gorge area, in past it’s climate was normal except for hot weather in the summer. But in these two years, Chongqing people always experienced severe flood and drought. What’s reason of this climate change? I think it is the result of Three Gorge Dam.
blog:Lost passion in work
I don’t know what is reason why I lost motivation on daily work recently, no passion is awful thing to me, what I should go to do?
I have worked in this company for more than 5 years, of course I also created enough contribution to company while I getting corresponding income. In others’ eyes, I always am a studious staff. I often work overtime if need, even I often call other colleagues to work overtime together, other people so as to call me OT Mandan. In past years, my previous boss with software background recognized my effort. But boss was changed after I was promoted to manager, current boss really is no good from my opinion, he has no technical background and lacks general capability of management, he don’t know what I am doing. I am managing a big group with near 30 engineers, which is no.1 size in company, but he doesn’t recognize my effort, or he doesn’t consider software is very important for our project.
About 100 engineers are working on our current project, include almost 50 software engineers, in fact, software decides the project’s success or failure. But few high-level leader recognized software is much important, even they didn’t say thanks to us after we worked overtime in past weeks. I don’t want to actively communicate with my new boss without technical common sense, it is difficult to understand each other. New boss comes from manufacture, his knowledge just stays on how to manage operators in factory.
blog:Magnitude of riot losses much larger
The damage caused in the March 14 Lhasa riots is estimated at 280 million yuan ($40 million), almost double the earlier figure of 150 million yuan ($21.4 million), Tibet’s top official said Wednesday.
Eighteen people were killed and hundreds injured in the riots.
“As chairman of the Tibet autonomous region, I failed to protect the people in Lhasa. I deeply apologize for that,” Qiangba Puncog told a press conference organized by the State Council Information Office.
blog:After my honey girl comes
It is after such a long absence that I resume to write English diaries on my honey girl. The first year of the baby birth is very hard for us———-both mentally and physically. I spent a long time adjusting myself to the new stage of my life. And I did suffer much.. And now I when I look back upon the year, I still feel the aftersensation———like kind of a narrow escape, and I know I am lucky enough. Nevertheless, the happy memories about my little girl in this year, the little daily growth, the moments in her life were impressed on my mind. when time permits, I would recall those bitter yet sweet days of my little girl. I hope my recordings could be witness of her early life, thus a small gift to her when she grow old enough.
Today, I look after her myself. In case she is under the weather, I did not take her out to enjoy the sunshine. We stayed indoors, instead. We played hide and seek. Later on, I took her into arms and we danced to the ryhthems of the music, which, she had listened eversince. She enjoyed the music so much so that she asked Mom to played it again and again. In the afternoon, she and Mom continued to dance on the floor. We wore the costumes, and the caps. Obviously Yueyue was fastinated by this. And we had a good time together. The most difficult part of the time is when I asked her to take medicine. She disliked that. and cried “no, no”. This made Mom bit frustrated, but at last Mom saw to it that her baby took the medicine. She did not eat much food except the milk. Luckily she defecated only once . Hope she can get over tomorrow!
blog:To tip or not to tip
To tip or not to tip
Do you know when to tip and how much to give?
In America,people who serve you except a tip for their service.Their wages are often low-many make only $2.13 an hour-and tips help them earn enough money to make ends meet.In a resturant,tip 15 to 20 percent of the bill before the tax is added.If the service is poor,tip the minimum amount and then talk to the manager.Poor service is not corrected by simply leaving no tip.If service was very good,tip 20 percent or more.In the hotel,tip the bellman$1-$2 per bag for taking your bags to your room.Tip the maid who cleans your room about $2 a night and pay it daily.Clearly mark the money “for housekeeping”or the maid will not touch it.If you order room service,tip the waiter 15 percent of the bill.You shold also tip tax drivers,hairdressers,skycaps and even pizza delivery people.But you donot have to tip everyone who helps you.Ask if you should tip and how much.Then you will do the right thing.
Conversation A:Jack and Laura have just finished eating dinner in a nice restaurant “that was a great meal” “yes ,it was really good”“the bill is $53.50”“how much should we tip?“well,I thought the service was pretty good”“yes,the server was very friendly”“but you did have to ask her for coffee three times”“yes,but..”“let’s just tip 15percent ,let’s see…that’s $8..”“do you have money to tip the girl at the coat check and also the parking valet?”“yes,I always make sure to carry small bills for that sort of thing.”“good for you.”
Conversation B: Jack and Laura are in their hotel room.“Did you tip the bellman?”“Yes I gave him$10 ,that’s $2 for each piece of luggage”“That seems like a lot of money”“I know it seems like you have to tip everyone everywhere these days!”“it sure does”“we have to tip the parking attendant to bring us our car”“and the room service waiter”“and the maid”“it certainly would be cheaper to stay home!”“then we could tip ourselves!”
blog:Get dressed and move
Today I donated 100 yuan to one of my colleagues whose family had hit traffic accident.When I heard the bad news,I got a big shock.Her daughter, only 14-year-old daughter,couldn’t survive.the couple hurt badly,who were still observed in hospital.
They went traveling during Qingming holiday to LuoYang by their own car.At a dark night,her husband had drived the car to hurry back home with tired,the accident happened.Their daughter is my son’s classmater,I know her very well,a pretty and lovely girl with long deep black hair.I fell so pity about her.
I can’t imagine how to face the reality to lost their dagughter as the couple are awake.Their life will be filled with tremendous pain later.As a mother I know to raise a child is not easy,there is no purpose in life without child,days will turn into years….what a terrible loss.
I hope that after long cries,she would be strong and take another breath,get dressed and move forward.
